inner pain

Its hard to express that inner pain of me,

Such feelings I just cannot put in words,

But babe, I do know you gave the very most of it,

Forgive me of what I am,

This is somehow just not what I need,

There are times which I loose track of myself,

Any hard words is just not what I meant

Those inner pain of mine, those complicated places I have been,

are all  tearing me apart, 

This is my quiet sorrow